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I just want my best friend back m4w
You know who you are, and you know who I am. I messed up, I know it wasn't the act, but the lie. I am sorry. I just want my friend back, my best friend.
Last night we talked twice, the second time for a while. I missed that. It made me feel so warm. I heard you laugh and that made me smile. I heard our little ones in the background, and I envied you. I would love to walk down the plaza with you and just talk, if our hands meet, so be it...but I just want to be in your presence.
I have been mean to you in the past, and I know the error of my ways. I will never lie to you again and you do have a friend in me. I wish I could be there with your visitors as they cycle through town today and tomorrow, they have become family to me.
I woke up this morning and I reached over for you, looking for you to roll over like you used to, and cuddle up on my chest. Just lie there, faining sleep and holding each other so tight. Then the pitter patter of little feet come running up to us, climbs in, and loves on us.
I especially miss our morning coffee sessions on the weekends, when we drink coffee for four hours, hang out with each other, and catch up on all things that we missed during your week at work. Breakfast gets done between 9 and noon, lol. I miss those days. Just hanging out and being us. Looking in your eyes looking back into mine. l Just your smile makes me warm.

I'm posting this, because I know you will look here. You have every right to still be mad at me, I lied to you about what happened when we broke up. I love you more than any woman I have ever loved in my entire life. I had to loose everything to find out just how much you truly meant to me.
I hate being someone that you used to know, I really hate that it is my fault you feel that way. We are on the opposite ends of town, but I wish I could be in your kitchen right now, drinking coffee. I am getting on, and I am optimistic about the future, but I keep remembering the day we met. Our long conversation with each other, ignoring the one I was supposed to be on a date with, lol. The day at the BBQ, I saw you looking at me, and I know you caught me starring at you from across the room on many occasions. I should have kissed you the day everyone was gone, but I am also glad I didn't. By not acting on our impulses then, we may not have allowed our relationship to flourish the way it has.
It is very unrealistic, which is why I am not asking, for us to be engaged again or in the same home, but I hope, I pray that you see this and there is some spark that comes into your heart that will give me just one more last chance, before we are completely over. I would love for you to have your space and I need it too, but I am a family man and I love you. want to provide with every kind of support possible that I can.

I wish I was there, right now, bringing you that morning coffee.

I love you baby-girl, more than you will ever know and I am prepared, willing, and hopeful that I may have the opportunity to spend the rest of my life proving how much you mean to me. I am different, I am changed, and I want to be there for you.
If you are ever feeling lonely, keep me in mind. We lived as husband and wife for so long. Thick and thin, better or worse, sickness and health, I truly meant that when I promised that to you in front of God. May not have had a ceremony, but it was still real free lonely wives in Burnt prairie Illinois to me.
I love you baby-girl, in spite of ourselves
M

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